So I wont need to cling on to you

Salam to myself and alam semesta..


aku ada layan satu drama Korea.. Its Ok, thats ' Love.

satu petikan yang aku suka "If there is another person like you in this world, then tell me so that I wont need to cling on to you for too long" - Ep 12.

If aku mampu luahkan kepada 1009.. then I will.. recently nie aku teringatkan dia..
semoga dia sihat dan dalam rahmat kasih sayang Allah.

She knows. Finally!

salam to myself and alam semesta..

Allah.. Tak tahu macam mana nak luahkan..menangis aku sepanjang malam.. Jika hatinya sedih.. Hatiku lagi bersedih..

Ummi cuma menumpang kasih seorang anak yang tak mampu Ummi lahirkan.. Maafkan Ummi sayang.. Rahsia yang Ummi simpan  11 tahun kemas2 ... Akhirnya keluar juga pada 07102019..

Ummi sayang awak.

the modern break up - best qoutes

Salam to myself and alam semesta..

I found a book that so real to me.. hehhe

here some of the qoutes yang I love to read it again and again

"When it comes to dating, I seem to be going around in a circle. The ones I want don't want me, and the ones who want me, I don't want."

“I don’t know, I just think there’s too much miscommunication between guys and girls. I mean, no one knows what the fuck is going on. We need to have the discussion. We need to vent it and get it out in the open,” 

A short friendship with a stranger

Salam to myself and alam semesta...

Thanks to Allah diberikan nikmat yang maha maha maha sempurna untuk diriku ini.. syukur
kerana nikmat yang terbaik adalah dijadikan aku!

cuba berkawan dengan a guy yang sedang menghadapi masalah rumahtangga.. bukan as a scandal but a friend to give moral support and cuba memudahkan perjalanan hidup dia ( as a human not a god).. unfortunately the sign I had received from him not so ... no word to describe it. maybe my own fault kot.. (take it as pengajaran)

so I list down which my gut told me something is not right somwehere

• as a person who support natural beauty I am against person who advise me to wear heavy make up to impress other person.. so not me.
• sudah pandai ask me to call him 
• sudah pandai cakap rindu listen to my voice... so calm katanya.. aduhai
• suka buat judgement sendiri

as conclusion.. being a friend we should not try to ubah our friend character and personalities... we should accept their flaws and their package .

I have limited friend which is lesses and lesser when I am getting old.. becos I hate drama .. hehehe

and I am not people pleaser.

thats it..

be good and be safe!!

p/s: kawan lama menjenguk kembali.. semoga semua ok.. InsyaAllah.

Labrinth - Beneath Your Beautiful ft. Emeli Sandé

This song I dedicate it to myself... I built the wall so high. till it become tasteless and emotionless.

You tell all the boys no Makes you feel good yeah I know you're out of my league But that won't scare me away oh no You've carried on so long You couldn't stop if you tried it You've built your wall so high That no one could climb it But I'm gonna try Would you let me see beneath your beautiful Would you let me see beneath your perfect Take it off now girl, take it off now girl I wanna see inside Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight You let all the girls go Makes you feel good, don't it? Behind your Broadway show I heard a voice say please don't hurt me You've carried on so long You couldn't stop if you tried it You've built your wall so high That no one could climb it But I'm gonna try Would you let me see beneath your beautiful Would you let me see beneath your perfect Take it off now boy, take it off now boy I wanna see inside Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight Oh, tonight See beneath, see beneath, I Tonight I I'm gonna climb on top your ivory tower I'll hold your hand and then we'll jump right out We'll be falling, falling But that's okay Cause I'll be right here I just wanna know Would you let me see beneath your beautiful Would you let me see beneath your perfect Take it off now girl, take it off now girl Cause I wanna see you say Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight Tonight, see beneath your beautiful Oh tonight, we ain't perfect, we ain't perfect Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight

Self Reminder

dont get mess with your own game!

abort! abort!

retract!!