Bye dua kosong satu tiga

Salam to myself.. syukur Alhamdulillah masih hidup diberi nafas .. insyaAllah everything will b ok. Nak minta byk2 kat Allah, sedar n tahu diri ini byk buat salah..

Overall tahun 2013..ada good n bad happened to me.. aku cuba list apa yg aku ingat.. hehe
1. My dream came true.. to own a kid centre..Alhamdulillah
2. My little princess dah sampai iqra 3
3. My little princess dah bole membaca.. bangganye seorg ummi.
4. My baby altis 4003. Born in august 2013.
5. Aku jadik mak ayam.. hahhaa Asu tlg make my dream came true.
6. Tried to start a relation.. hehhe failed. Takpe takde jodoh..

Although this year byk tears tumpah but that made me stronger n see the true color of this whole life.. next year going to 39.. if tak dpt calon then mission to get iman a brother or sister perlu dilupakan.. terngiang2 iman ckp.. ummi jgn kurus sgt.. nanti susah nak dpt baby.. she dont know that to get a baby.. hav to b thru ummi n baba with izin Allah.. one party wont happen.. hehehhe.. she still small.. biarkan..

Lots of funny incidents that make my life colorful.. no worries sayang.. this just a tempat singgah.. mcm highway R n R.. u will go thru it..

Lots of sad n bad things jugak which made my relationship with the ONE tercalar.. haduhhhh.. how am i going to fix it..  Ampun Ya Allah..

P/s: thanks to Allah yg menghantar a cute little angel to b with me.. most precious little creature.. from her, i learned tons of valueable lesson. Thank you Allah!!!

Gedikkk.. eaauuwww

Salam to myself.. ahaks

Mission aku utk merasa jadi perempuan gedik.. eauwww.. hampeh hamput hampagas.. hahhaha

Tak menjadi.. takde talent.. hahhah

P/s: new year .. new resolution.. new things.. new challengea.. aku ada handphone baru jugak.. samsung note 3.. ko hado??? Yau yau?

Rasa rendah diri

Salam to myself..

Suprise! Suprise! Aku ok... hahahaha
Aku tahu rahsia si dia dia n dia...

Actually there are no 'trial n error' in any relationship.. if u r lucky  u will dpt someone yg good.. if not u have to accept saja kekurangan dia.

For me.. the kekurangan sesape pun ada.. jgn rasa rendah diri .. shud bangun n look around u.. there are more unfortunate ppl.. u just 1% ..

P/s: bye bye 2013... i have tons of memory bad n good.. most of them ..Alhamdulillah.. malu dgn Allah.. jahat mcm aku pun diberi mcm2.

Innalillah hi wain na ilai hi rojiun..

Salam to myself..

Hahahha.. payah betoi aku nak benci seseorang yg aku sayang.. dah list down all keburukan dia.. still his kindness override semua tu.. hahhaha.. kan aku dah ckp aku poyo..

Selepas bermuhasabah.. satu saja cara utk aku let go dia..  i just pretend he was dead!.

P/s: no worries.. mcm dia selalu ckp.

Adoyai.. kpi

Salam to myself.. n otak yg mereng.. hahahha

Hoi kengkawan.. KPI tu just a set of mission for the years n to be used to measure korang punya performance.. yg aku faham la..jgn la bertuhankan KPI.. adoyai.. kerja2 juga.. shud b smart woookey!

Lebih baik tak tahu dari tahu..

Salam to myself..

If ikut akal syaitonnirrajim aku... nak je aku korek all the infos.. but untuk apa? Nak puaskan hati aku.. chopp!!! If dah maafkan.. tutup buku sis.

Jgn tipu diri sendiri.. certain things biar dia dok bawah carpet.. if tak semak serabut .. hehehe.. biar Allah yg adili dia..

P/s: what goes around comes around..

Ego n manusia

Salam to myself..

ego itu perlu but kena la tempatnya.. but if tebal sangat u r same like ryno.. hahha sang kulit tebal yg biol.. suka main api ..hehheh.. daaa..

P/s: ego .. evoo.. vromm vromm?? Hahhah cayokk!!

Tua tuak tosey.. hahha

Salam to myself... lunch tadi celebrate birthday kawan.. dah 40s.

Terfikir juga kata2 org lama.. if u dah 40s but perangai tak berubah then hard to berubah .. melainkan dengan izin Allah.. huhuhu..

Terfikir yg aku pun akan reach that ages.. insyaAllah.. kena keja keras nie supaya be a better me.. hope aku belum jadi kayu jati lagi.. hhahah then hard to lentur .. hahhah...

On the other hand.. bersihkan hati supaya apa yg keluar kat mulut tu mencermin cara kita berfikir.. hahhaha...

P/s: kita hidup utk seronok atau  hidup kena seronok.. hhahaha gua biol.. toing toing toing.. cayokkk girl.

Adoyai... fenin

Salam to myself and alam semesta..

Ya Allah ..  thanks for everything. Bila kita nak divert diri from bersedih .. buat2 la sibuk mcm ketua kampung.. hahhah even tak sibuk mana pun.. hehhee

Aku penah bawa seseorg join team kat tmpt keje sekarang... the prob is he/she keep complaint about others.. hmmm yet keje dia pun tak berapa .. adoyai..

Tu la.. somtimes not becos kita tak nak tolong org but they themself dont know how to tlg themself... even dont know what they dont know.. haruuu.. haroon.. haruuuan.. hahhaha..

Lagi satu pengajaran.. if kita pinjamkan duit kat orang.. we dont expect the fund akan dipulangkan.. belajar halalkn awal2. Most peminjam perangai mcm kerbau lupa daratan.. siap marah lg kalau kita mintak.. dunia bole lari. Tunggu la akhirat nanti ye..

Moral of the story.. jgn senang kesiankan org.. kesiankan diri sendiri dulu.

P/s:  macam mana aku susah nak suka seseorang.. macam tu la susah aku nak benci or menyampah kat seseorang.. but benda aku paling senang nak buat.. maafkan diorg becos.. manusia dilahirkan mmg serba tak sempurna.. Allah saja yg maha sempurna.

Bestnye bersangka baik

Salam to myself..

On the positive side.. we never in that person shoes...

To be safe.. bersangka baik la selalu supaya hati tak sakit.. if hati sakit... sakit la seluruh badan.. if satu badan sakit tu yg ada macam langsuir hidup.. hahahhahaha...

Moral of the story.. jgn suka pakai kasut org.. size lain2.. hehhehe

Agenda

Salam to myself.

Semalam lepas aku dah lepaskan apa2 yg patut dilepaskan.. tengkorak aku dah clear.. toinggg!!! Akhirnya aku dpt berfikir dgn waras.. Alhamdulillah..

kita tak bole nak blame org kalau dia tak bole nak sesuai dgn cara aku... dia ada agenda tersendiri.. jgn makan diri cukup..

Apa2 pun jgn marah2 sebab dia pun manusia..

P/s: semua manusia yg dtg dalam hidup aku ada agenda diorg.. either aku faham or buat2 tak faham.. cayokkkk!!!

The end.

Salam to myself.. take it easy. Forgive n forget..

P/s: pls be strong girl.. u can do it. Cayokkk!!

Alhamdulillah.. but ouchh thats hurt!!

Salam to myself.. my mistake .. i know the game from beginning. Then i shud end it. GAME OVER... EVEN IM KNOCKEd DOWN!!!

p/s: sabar n syukur.
Laa haw lawala quwwatailla billah..